[Drabble] - "Unravel my Reality" #Drop 02

[lilisan31]

Author : lilisan31
Translator : My Sis Witch matsuaurore ♥
Banner : orenjiyellow456 Thanks ♥
Pairing : Ohmiya
Genre : Violence, angst, Pg-13
Word count : 505 words
Summary : "Let me float.. Again and forever.. In the "non-existence" that I translate by my presence."

Note : Hello Everybody ~
There we are! The next drop ~(-_^)
Please let me know your thoughts
I hope you will enjoy it!
See ya Little Devils
XOXO ♥

Second drop ~

Time goes so fast, I don’t know since when started this forbidden desire. I always see myself being unsatisfied, an eternal thirsting. There is a strength that pushes me to always listen to this desire, to let it embrace me and flood me completely.

Since when have I stopped breathing ?

When at the maturation of my life, I saw in the eyes of my progenitor that for her, I was not more than a stranger, I had like a click. Even today, I don’t know how it can have happened, only the haunting memory of his body slumped on the floor, beautifully set off by the purple liquid, persists in my memories like the only one I have of her. She had never been so beautiful than this day.

I’ve really tried to stop, but the illness was too ingrained inside me, or is it me who is too much in that diabolic body? I can no longer distinguish who I really am. This broken being, kept alive by his impulses, those acquiring the ultimate gratification; or the man scared of the entity that shares its body ?

I have my place nowhere in this world.

Yet, just like the Human being believes in his almighty savior, a beauty of unequalled purity has appeared in front of me, this perfection that dethrones God, my perfect one, the one that will quench my infernal thirst.

I want to ternish it as much as I would want to destroy myself for doing it.

"As I am sacked, I have stopped to breath.
I can not solve anything. Even the truth freezes.
Can we break it or not? Am I going crazy or not?
Then, it’s when I’ve found you and that I trembled."

I know nothing about true love, the one that is explained by the need to be bounded to someone. The insatiable love I’m working on for years looks wrong, or am I the only one to understand its intensity?

How am I supposed to love him? Am I just able to.. Love ?

A pair of hands on my eyes wake up from my trance, I smile softly at the feeling of them on me, their capacity to pull me out of my dark consciousness.

- Ohchan! You weren’t listening to me, no?

- Sorry, I was remembering several delicious moments of my past.

- Best than the ones that are waiting for us in the future?

My organ panics in pleasure at these words, I can feel strange palpitations from it. It’s the first time I’m feeling this kind of sensation for something other than this reddish liquid flowing from a lifeless body. A few spoken words were enough to awake what I desperately want to live continually, that is both intoxicating and horrifying. After a few labored breaths, I take back the control of myself.

- Nothing will ever equal your presence.. Nothing..

Does this growing obsession will destroy me one day? Who am I? Who am I really?

Comments

[lilly0]

I really really liked this! It was so poetic and... almost like a piece of written art! It was such a pleasant read!
Thanks so much for sharing and writing this wonderful drabble! ♥

[lilisan31.livejournal.com]

Hello ~
Thank you so much, I can't say that it's a piece of art, it's more like a part of my crazy mind ~
But I'm really really happy that you enjoyed it! I'll hope to not disappoint you with the next, there is again 5 drabbles about this series *o*
Thank you for reading and commented!
XOXO ♥

[naoki-hikari.livejournal.com]

I think Ohno need of Nino can save him or kill him. Like Ohno kill anyone who dare to flirt or try to take Nino away. Hmmmm

Thank you~

[lilisan31.livejournal.com]

Ohh ~ a great pov! It will be more scary for Nino if Ohno become possessive like that.. Like a bird in a fantasy cage, never knowing about the outside.
Let's see what will happen! ~(-_^)
Thank you for following this series and commented!
XOXO ♥

[matsuaurore.livejournal.com]

ohchan est vraiment taré xD mais il est fascinant je trouve, j'aime beaucoup être comme dans sa tête, sentir tous ses questionnements et en même temps, sa peur de lui même, les gens sont nuls de pas plus lire parce que ça change des fics basiques et en plus c'est assez excitant d'être dans la tête d'un tueur xD bref, j'aime toujours autant, donc ne fais pas de bêtises avec cette fic ;)

[lilisan31.livejournal.com]

C'est vrai que l'on ne peut pas s'empêcher d'être attiré même si c'est un psychopathe qu'il faut enfermer >w<
Haha c'est gentil mais bon je ne peux pas leur en vouloir car elle reste très sombre.
Je vais faire de mon mieux !!

Merci beaucoup de l'avoir lu et apprécié sorcière ~
XOXO ♥